Entries for July, 2004
July 4th, 2004
test post: puzzling pieces
Posted by estranged_parts at 10:34 PM on July 4, 2004.
Do you still remember when u were still a child
When a toy as simple as a jumbo jigsaw puzzle can entertain your innocent mind
Where every piece was so easy to fit
And as if like magic a picture pops out without sweat
Life is like a puzzle wherein every piece counts
For every hole there is a piece
That fits snuggly as though it was mount
Sometimes it’s hard to tell if it’s the right piece at the right hole
When I thought and was so sure that it really fit in
But as the whole picture was about to reveal
I’d see a piece out of place like a lady in a swimsuit attending a ball night
I just lost 2 pieces of my own puzzle and I just don’t know what to do
It all happened so fast it left me dazed and confused
I don’t know what fate brings them
If I literally have to kill myself to find these 2 pieces
Or as if heaven sent they would gently glide down as gentle as a snowflake
Falling from the pearl sky and drop into its place in my jigsaw
But our puzzle is a lot different from the ones we buy in the store
For the ones we purchase are constant pictures
While ours is always changing
The puzzles in the shop come with a glue to hold the pieces together,
To preserve it, so that it could last forever in its frame
We also have our glue that would hold our pieces together
But it’s not as sticky as you think it is: faith, TRUST, love, harmony
I don’t know what else the others have in mind for each picture is so unique
As well as the mixture that would hold it together
Our puzzle has no borders nor boundaries, and believe it or not,
It just keeps on growing and growing as we go on in our daily lives
As we meet new people, as we experience challenging obstacles in life
As the number of our memories either joyful or tragic, increase
From the smallest deed to the biggest LIE
It just keeps on adding up to our puzzle, making it bigger
It’s up to us if the picture turns up as lovely as the wildflowers in the fields of the west
Or as dark and mysterious as the deepest trench of the ocean
And just then I lost interest of continuing this piece of shit.
Jipini
Posted by estranged_parts at 10:37 PM on July 4, 2004.
Jeepney. (Jip-Ni) aka, jeep dyip dyipni. Ano ba ang jeepney? Diba nanggaling ito sa “Jeep”? yung tatak ng auto na ginawa ng mga Americano noong panahong ng World War II. Ito ung kanilang mga sasakyan na iniwan nila dito sa pilipinas. Yung mga naiwan sa Olongapo. Pinakinabangan ng mga tao dun upang gawing transportation nila sabagay ilan din ang naihahaitd at sundo nun. Kung bibilangin mo apat sa likod, dalawa sa harap (Driver included)..... fast forward.... hindi nakuntento ang pilipino at gumawa ng sariling version nito. Mas mahaba ang likod upang mas maraming makasakay, mas konti ang byahe, mas tipid sa gasolina at gulong. Maabilidad nga talaga ang mga pilipino.
Jipini 2
Posted by estranged_parts at 11:40 PM on July 4, 2004.
First time ko magkomyut magisa, ng walang magulang o yaya, nung grade 4 ako. Magkomyut magisa kasama ng ibang kaklase. Naglaro kasi kami sa intramurals namin at dahil after class ito, nagpaiwan na ako sa service. (biruin mo pati ung service namin ay isang jeep). Proud ako nun na nakapagkomyut ako magisa pauwi. Dun ko nalaman na kaya ko palang alagaan sarili ko at posible palang magjeep ng walang kasamang nakakatanda ang isang musmos na katulad ko noon. Kahit na pawis na pawis kami ng mga klasmeyt ko ok lang walang pakialamanan, nag roundtrip pa nga kami dahil ung mga jeep na papunta sa patutunguhan namin ay parating puno kaya ung opposite na byahe ang sinakyan namin para pagdating sa dulo at pabalik na ung byahe cguradong nakasakay na kami.
Jipini 3
Posted by estranged_parts at 11:42 PM on July 4, 2004.
Naalala ko noon nung nagbabakasyon pa kami ng kapatid ko sa bulacan sa bahay ng close family friend namin. Sasakay kami ng jeep noon at nagtaka ako kung bakit sila sumakay sa isang jeep na mukhang pang private use. Nagdalawang isip pa ako sumakay sa naturang jeep sa kadahilanang ayaw ko mapahiya. Makisakay ka banaman sa sasakyan ng hindi mo kilala shempre nakakahiya yun. Yun pala ung mga jeep nila doon ay likhang maiksi lamang. 6 na tao lang ang kayang sumakay sa likuran. Dahil siguro maliliit rin ang mga kalsada roon.
July 6th, 2004
FOOT FETISH?
Posted by estranged_parts at 12:19 AM on July 6, 2004.
Hindi mo maiiwasang tumungo pag nasa jeep lalo na pag puno ito. Sa kaliwa’t kanan, halos mahalikan mo na ung katabi mo. Unless na makikipagtitigan ka sa katapat mo eh didiretso ka ng tingin. Hindi naman pwedeng tumingala magdamag at nakakangawit ito. So ayon tutungo ka at makikita mo ang mga paanan ng mga pasahero. May mga naka sapatos, mamahalin, mumurahin, naka botas, naka sandals, at meron ding mga naka chinelas. Isang beses pauwi na kami galing busko (shempre dumaan muna sa bilyaran) kasama ko si Doybid, ang aking commute-mate. And as usual kita nanaman ang mga paanan ng mga pasahero. May isang pares ng paa na di namin maiwasang pansinin. At kahit wala pang sinasasabi bigla nalang kaming natawa pareho. We started to make godzilla-like sounds and actions with our hands... get the picture? Hindi cya malahiganteng paa. At hindi rin claws ang mga kuko nya. She was wearing sandals and her toes were way off the edge, and it looks like it’s clinging to the sandals. Firm grip. Ang galing. Kung ano ano na ang pumasok sa isip namin. Kaya kaya nya un sa basketball? At kaya ng paa nya irev ung scooter? Pero astig parin ung godzilla.
lingon
Posted by estranged_parts at 10:56 PM on July 6, 2004.
saan ka titingin
saan magmamasid
kung walang matanaw
sa iyong mundo ng panaginip
walang mga larawang nakapaskil
saan ka patungo
kung walang paroroonan
kung walang direksyon ang mapa
pasulyap naman ng iyong pangarap
saan ka hihimpil
kung wala ka namang hangganan
paano ka titigil
kailan ka magpapahinga
sakaling ikaw ay maligaw
huwag magalinlangang magtanong
at kung ikaw naman ay makalimot
lingon ka lang sa kahapon
July 9th, 2004
too much philosophy in my head
Posted by estranged_parts at 10:01 PM on July 9, 2004.
don't you hate it when an action causes a negative reaction? what if you are trying to evade these negatives only to end up with a series of dead ends if not painful consequences?
ok here's the story: i was offered a high paying job. but i would have to give up a lot of responsibilites in order to get in that work. i would have to break a lot of promises. i would have to shatter the hearts and melt the hopes of those people who depended on me. but i did not choose my role. it was a given.
does giving up opportunities that would make me a millionaire in two years make sense?
"knowledge is virtue"
who the fuck said that?
virtue exists for us to suffer the pain of not having pleasure. for us not to succumb into desire.
i am contradicting it but still i am stuck in that paradigm.
yes. i am a man of honor, respect, i am true to my word, and a man of... (drum roll please) virtue. and it is virtue that keeps me from taking a lick of that cold, creamy, and luscious sweetness of life's pleasures.
it is man's nature to desire, i do not get satisfied, i do not get content.
i will not settle with this mediocrity. and someday, i will find a way.
July 11th, 2004
people as livestock
Posted by estranged_parts at 04:29 AM on July 11, 2004.
people are dominant over all creature in this world because we have complexities that other animals don't have e.g. will, communication skills etc.
we reproduce pigs, cows, chickens, etc. as livestock to feed ourselves. and since we are the more supreme species, we have the "right" to do this to them.
hypothetical situation:
if aliens do exist, obviously they are more dominant than us human beings for one, with their advancement in science for their trans-galaxy traveling and that makes them better species than us.
the hypothetical question:
and if one day they decide to come to planet earth to devour some human meat and capture some for reproduction, what would you do? since they are the more dominant creatures, they have the right to feed on us.
watcha tink?
July 13th, 2004
we were all kids once
Posted by estranged_parts at 11:35 PM on July 13, 2004.
laughter is the best medicine
click and laugh 
July 15th, 2004
signal no. 4
Posted by estranged_parts at 12:42 AM on July 15, 2004.
Sandali lang
Halika at sumilong muna
Malakas ang ulan
Huwag ka munang umalis
Hintay lang
Pahupain ang hangin
Baka ikaw ay matangay
Ang hirap mong habulin
Dahan dahan lang
Hindi naman tayo nagmamadali
Bumabaha na sa labas
Hanggang dibdib ang lalim
Habang nandito tayo
Sa sarili nating mundo
Walang ulan, walang baha
Walang hagupit ang hangin
Kahit anong unos
Ambon man o bagyo
Hindi mabubuwag
Kung anong meron tayo
July 17th, 2004
tukso
Posted by estranged_parts at 11:25 PM on July 17, 2004.
tinging malagkit
daplis ng mga daliri
sa aking pisngi
iba ang nadarama
balahibong pusa
sa iyong braso
hindi nakakaapekto
sa aking pagkakalulong
mga matang nanggagayuma
nangaakit, nanghihila
tinutulak ang tibok
hinihintay mahulog
July 20th, 2004
patulog pwede?
Posted by estranged_parts at 08:23 PM on July 20, 2004.
nung una kang makilala
oras oras kang iniisip
tinamaan na nga ako
magpatulog ka naman
natutulog ang hating gabi
nagpapatawag ka
sabi mo "may problema"
magpatulog ka naman
sinasamahan kahit saan
inaalalayan sa kadiliman
hinihintay ng magdamag
magpatulog ka naman
dumating ang panahon
pinakilala mo siya at
ngayon hindi mapakali
kahit tanghali binabangungot
magpatulog ka naman
July 23rd, 2004
thin red line
Posted by estranged_parts at 01:07 AM on July 23, 2004.
there's a thin red line between the words COMPROMISE and SELL-OUT. subordinate words: mingle, fitting-in, getting along... to name a few.
and if given a chance...... huge rewards await you. really.
July 25th, 2004
choose your own adventure...
Posted by estranged_parts at 04:51 AM on July 25, 2004.
make your choice.... A'AYT?????
when two lips of the opposite sex meet, somewhere, somehow, whenever, wherever, and WHATEVAH!!!! there is a heart that leaps from the viewing deck of the sears tower in chicago...
when suddenly:
a.) he/she remembers that he/she has more than 5 parachutes with him/her and lands safely on the ground...
b.) he/she passes out, forgets everything. and gets squashed on the solid concrete floor of the sidewalk...
c.) he/she squirts a web from his/her wrists, just like spiderman, then wakes up from that dream, only to find out that it's too late because he/she is already in line with the 4th floor of the building...
anyway i'm open for more suggestions... pls help meeee a'ayt foo?
below is a good example of a bad post:
Posted by estranged_parts at 09:30 AM on July 25, 2004.
to see how alchohol and tabulas are like water and oil... look at the post prior to this. lolz and in a week it's gonna be deleted anyway
unconditional love
Posted by estranged_parts at 12:01 PM on July 25, 2004.
"i love the way you love but i hate the way i'm supposed to love you back"
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miss you love silverchair
hide and seek
Posted by estranged_parts at 08:03 PM on July 25, 2004.
hidden desires = hidden jealousy
July 28th, 2004
saya
Posted by estranged_parts at 01:04 AM on July 28, 2004.
masaya.
cheesy... feel good...
Posted by estranged_parts at 09:46 PM on July 28, 2004.
for tonight
it's 10 o'clock
you're still awake
so many things to think about
your miserable life ey?
already past midnight
you haven't slept yet
the lies that haunted you won't rest
until you give in
come with me
for a moment
come with me and...
tonight
like birds we will fly
we'll leave our burden on our nest
of hurt, of hate, of bitterness
tonight
like angels we will fly
we'll touch the clouds, we'll paint the sky
and use your favourite colors
for tonight
July 30th, 2004
emo-ness
Posted by estranged_parts at 12:54 AM on July 30, 2004.
"
and even after everything i still believe that my hands were made to perfectly fit into yours"
-
Shea_Kuletz
