Entries for August, 2004
August 3rd, 2004
wishes upon the last star
Posted by estranged_parts at 01:28 AM on August 3, 2004.
a casket of blue and white
i see myself in it
my body dressed decently
make up creating an illusion of a grin
flowers arranged perfectly where i lay
seems like i'm floating on them
performances by kumpadre's and kumare's
entertain the visitors 24/7
shall my instrument be for my best apprentice
and the tradition will be passed on
... their music is the silence that i yearn
not a single drop will be shed
in the last days of my worldly existence
for my demise will leave a legacy of happiness
for the memories are too bliss to grieve
at the site of my grave
a flood of people who appreciated my being
and before i mingle on the other side
a last bird's eye view of the blue and white casket
being lowered slowly to an ironic abyss of six feet
...these are wishes not promises...
August 7th, 2004
bulol buhol
Posted by estranged_parts at 12:01 PM on August 7, 2004.
nasisilayan sa malayo
naaamoy ang iyong pabango
bawat daan mo saking harapan
o pag-ibig ako'y tantanan
minsan lang ako magkaganito
ngayon lang ang katorpehan ay dumapo
naiipit sa salimuot
naliligaw, nalilito
para'kong batang naglalaro
di alam kung san magtatago
pero gusto rin magpakita
para ako naman ang taya
nabubulol ang mga salita
kapag nandiyan ka
nabubuhol na ang dila
kasi nandiyan ka
August 12th, 2004
don't talk when your mouth is full
Posted by estranged_parts at 02:16 AM on August 12, 2004.
some people are just full of themselves. egocentric bimbos. listen up 'CHO! you self-proclaimed maestros, you are but a tiny microorganism in earth's 8 billion human population. keep your feet on the ground until you win a Nobel prize, or win the Tchaikovsky competition, or use your name for a new scientific term... don't overflow with your ego... the dam might burst.
or maybe you just love telling stories (of yourself) hehe.
if there is anything in this world that is universally bad... it's overkill.
August 18th, 2004
flashback at a cafeteria in HK
Posted by estranged_parts at 03:00 AM on August 18, 2004.
-1st day-
anjo: hi! may i order one fried rice pls.
guy at counter: one flah lahs!
-2nd day-
anjo: hi! may i order one fried rice pls.
guy at counter: one flah lahs!
-3rd day-
anjo: hi! may i order one flah lahs pls.
guy at counter: what?!
anjo: one flah lahs...
guy at counter: what?!
anjo: one... flah... lahs...
guy at counter: what?!
anjo: one fried rice pls...
guy at counter: oooohhhh! FLAH LAHS!
please...
Posted by estranged_parts at 11:08 AM on August 18, 2004.
"...let me adore you
for a moment
so i could freeze
that temporal existence
in my head"
August 20th, 2004
stop it.
Posted by estranged_parts at 02:21 AM on August 20, 2004.
"you play mind games as if you're masturbating my brain. yes. you."
August 22nd, 2004
ang salitang MINSAN
Posted by estranged_parts at 11:47 PM on August 22, 2004.
masarap gamitin ang salitang MINSAN. bakit? kasi laging may lusot dito. pag madalang ang ginamit mong salita parang kulang. pag madalas naman... sobra. san ka mapapadpad... sa salitang minsan.
bakit MINSAN? naririnig natin ito lagi... tulad ng:
dillema: "uy bawal ka kumain nyan... baka mahighblood ka nanaman..."
alibi: "eehh minsan lang naman eh...."
o kaya
dillema: "pare napapadalas ang pag-inom mo ah..."
alibi: " hindi parreeeee minshan lang toooh...."
ang galing no? kung sino ang nagimbento ng salitang ito ay kelangan mabigyan ng pulitzer prize. dahil sa salitang ito nagkaroon tayo ng dahilan para gumawa ng masama. halina tayo'y magbulakbol, tayo'y magdroga, tayo'y magpakasabog, sirain natin ang ating buhay.... tutal "minsan lang naman eh".
ikaw? may mga minsan ka pa bang gustong gawin at sabihin?
August 23rd, 2004
Untitled
Posted by estranged_parts at 10:06 PM on August 23, 2004.
"only in you
i see divine beauty
in a human figure"
August 26th, 2004
products of boredom
Posted by estranged_parts at 04:35 PM on August 26, 2004.
...proving yourself right doesn't mean you are not wrong...
...what if there is no absolute truth...
...then what we have are fabricated substances of ideas...
August 28th, 2004
astig.
Posted by estranged_parts at 01:08 AM on August 28, 2004.
ROAD LESS TRAVELED
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth
Then took the other as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet, knowing how way leads onto way
I doubted if I should ever come back
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence
Two roads diverged in a wood
And I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference
- Robert Frost
oh well...
Posted by estranged_parts at 01:10 AM on August 28, 2004.
"it's easy to dream a dream... it is the other way around when you're trying to make it happen."