Entries for October, 2004
October 11th, 2004
beautiful somewhere
Posted by estranged_parts at 10:52 PM on October 11, 2004.
the sunny days are over
it's still you that i remember
and the times we spent together
are memories forever
and the rainy days are coming
how come you're leaving
i wish i was only dreaming
i wish i was only dreaming
the leaves are falling
so am i
the leaves are falling
so am i
i'm longing for the summer
hot nights, deep slumbers
with you, nothing else matters
take me there, a beautiful somewhere
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sorry. too much dashboard for me this week.
October 14th, 2004
SIMSOLITIS
Posted by estranged_parts at 12:32 AM on October 14, 2004.
Disorder: Simsolitis - "The Sims 2" overdose
Symptoms
1.)seeing positive (+) signs and negative (-) signs above people's heads engaged in a conversation
2.)seeing hearts above people's heads holding each other's hands
3.)being interested about other people's zodiac sign and if of the opposite sex, checking for compatibilities
4.)you see gauges that tell you when your bladder is full or your stomach is empty
5.)using your mathematics notebook's pages as a grid-tool for designing houses
6.)talking nonsense syllables
7.)relating everything you do to the addictive game "The Sims 2"
Cure: Play Need For Speed Underground
Doctor's note: if symptoms persist, a strong dosage of NBA Live 2005 (if unavailable, NBA Live 2004 will do), and get some sun.
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BWEHEHEHE DORK_MODE!!!
when crossroads have deadends
Posted by estranged_parts at 01:22 AM on October 14, 2004.
so you had a rough day. who didn't anyway? SSDD, same shit - different day. i'm not god. there's nothing i could do.
wish i could turn back time. take a train to the past. make a few changes and make it last. again, i'm not god. there's nothing i could do.
quit buggin me with your rants. i've got my own problems at hand. my dad's an alchoholic, and i'm a wasted fuckin' fag.
i've got a bullet on my head. it's just a bullet, and there's no gun. yes, it does make it less fun. hell if i had, i'd long be gone.
if there's sunrise, there's hope. do you believe that? "Fuckin' A, Scott! Fuckin A !" a new day for the same `SHITE` to happen all over again.
i'm hanging by a thread. one twitch, string breaks, i'm dead.
October 17th, 2004
coke
Posted by estranged_parts at 12:37 PM on October 17, 2004.
ang istorya ng coke in can:
"ate pabili ho ng isang coke in can"
"ay sorry wala kaming coke in can. ubos na. meron kaming coke in can sa bote"
NYEEEEEEEE!!! duwadee deedeedum deedeedoo!!
October 18th, 2004
victim
Posted by estranged_parts at 04:13 PM on October 18, 2004.
everything is a state of mind.
we are all but victims of our own doubts.
reading
Posted by estranged_parts at 04:14 PM on October 18, 2004.
i do not like to read books. i do stuff that people write about instead.
offensive defense mechanism
Posted by estranged_parts at 04:18 PM on October 18, 2004.
biboy: si jay nag sasoundtrip
biboy: nakikinig ng a-ha
greenday0_21: a-ha?
biboy: oo
biboy: yung 80's na group
biboy: original ng take one me
biboy: take on me
greenday0_21: ahhh
greenday0_21: sila pa la yon
biboy: oo
biboy: kinanta rin nila yung crying in the rain
greenday0_21: na pinost mo...
biboy: pero di ko alam kung ang orig nun yung everly brothers o si garfunkel
biboy: oo.. na pinost ko
greenday0_21: in lab in lab
biboy: di nga eh. basta ako wala akong hinahabol ngayon
greenday0_21: baket parang depensib ka?
biboy: di naman
biboy: kung depensib ako mas mahaba pa dun sinabi ko
greenday0_21: ahh ok...
October 19th, 2004
status
Posted by estranged_parts at 01:56 AM on October 19, 2004.
encircle letter of choice (choose one letter only):
a. single
b. married
c. divorced/annuled (ayon kay vanes)
d. widowed (ayon kay deadfetus)
e. flingle
f. live-in (kay i_m_r_o_n)
g. in a relationship (kay koie)
h. engaged (kay niputootoot)
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if i missed anything pls do comment so i can add it.
October 23rd, 2004
eskinol
Posted by estranged_parts at 02:37 AM on October 23, 2004.
sikreto ng mga gwapo
"what is the latest product that master is promoting tonight?"
"master fasyal gel!"
NYEEEEEEEE!!! duwadee deedeedum deedeedoo!!
plugster: MTV Lokal October 26, 2004 7 pm
Posted by estranged_parts at 08:23 AM on October 23, 2004.
eto na eto na! yahooooooo!
silent sanctuary's mtv lokal episode airs on
october 26 at 7pm!
repeats are on
october 31 at 10am and
november 01 at 3pm.
nood na nood na!
yehey
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October 24th, 2004
Untitled 001
Posted by estranged_parts at 08:46 AM on October 24, 2004.
paranoia spinning me
i hear you calling out
my name sounds sweet
with your voice
it’s the time of the year
when the nights are cold
i can feel the chill
cut to the bone
i remember that night
we were side by side
you looked me in the eye
and whispered to my ear
goodbye
and without you everything’s black and white
when I lost you I became colorblind
and the heat, cold, sweat, I cannot feel
the scars you left are opening
and without you everything’s black and white
when I lost you I became colorblind
and the heat, cold, sweat, I cannot feel
the wounds you left don’t want to heal
October 27th, 2004
on life
Posted by estranged_parts at 03:15 PM on October 27, 2004.
a role-playing game
choose your character:
the victim
the suspect
the criminal
weighing scales
Posted by estranged_parts at 03:40 PM on October 27, 2004.
if i had it my way i'd fly my rocketship and in the outerspace i'd do the weighing.
that way no gravity or vacuum could interefere.
things would have the same weight.
it should be easy to make a choice.
October 28th, 2004
nananadya?
Posted by estranged_parts at 07:22 PM on October 28, 2004.
nagbubulag-bulagan daw
ang aking mga mata
sa dami nga naman ng mga tala
paano ako tatama
baka nakaligtaan ko lang
ang iyong kasimplehan
dahil nasilaw sa ningning
ng mga bituing nagpapapansin
tumapat na sa iyo
inunahan ng alinlangan
tinapat na sa iyo
pinairal ang hiya
magtatapat na sa iyo
sa katorpehan nagtago
di ko malaman ang sagot
hinahanap ang yong halik
binubulong na ng kutob
hindi parin nakikinig
October 31st, 2004
time travel
Posted by estranged_parts at 11:58 PM on October 31, 2004.
after going to mass with my dad, he mentioned that the chinese restaurant (plugging: dragon noodle house in ermita; near ermita church) we like to eat at transfered to it's original site and was newly renovated. i suggested that we go and have a look and eventually eat. it has been a tradition before that almost every after mass, my family would go there and eat dinner together. it must have been a year or two since i last ate there.
i felt like a kid again.
upon opening the glass doors and setting my foot on it's floor, it felt like i was 12 years younger. i was a happy kid. a smiling kid. at the counter was the same woman who for sure already know our faces and smile at us as we take our seats. the other families around us were mostly chinese. and as always, i'd choose the table with sofa type seats, order my favorite beef noodles and bola bola siopao. my dad, still full from his vegetable smorgasbord from lunch, opted to order a jumbo siopao instead of his usual wanton noodles. and yes, i still put siopao sauce on my noodles right before putting it in my mouth. after finishing my siopao and noodles, he'd ask me if i would like black gulaman or buchi for dessert.
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but this time it was different. the glass doors weren't that heavy anymore. and it took me only 10 minutes to engorge my meal when it took me 45 minutes when i was 8. i ate more chili than my dad did. since my mom and sis are away, it was only me and my dad on the table.
as we filled our stomachs, he was telling me his 5 day trip to indonesia. i told him how i survived 5 days without him while he left me with 300 pesos (and how i was able to spend the 2000 pesos i borrowed from my lola hehehe). i told him that i was able to take charge of my sister's wish list. i reminded him about the bills (that i paid through phone when we got home). he was again ranting about the oil price hike.
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we finished our food, paid the check and stood up. for a second the glass doors felt heavy, then reality kicked in.
reality bites, but it doesn't leave a bite mark, it bites chunks of flesh out of me, out of you. it doesn't leave a bruise, it leaves a gaping wound with blood gushing out. it calls your attention.
i felt like a kid again.
honestly, it felt good.
