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Entries for December, 2004

December 1st, 2004

samid

Posted by estranged_parts at 08:03 AM on December 1, 2004.

tanong: pag ang tao nasamid anong binibigay natin?
sagot: tubig
tanong: eh pag ang tao nasamid sa tubig anong pwedeng ibigay?
sagot:?

2 theories

December 2nd, 2004

yes, it's the rain and the cold speaking

Posted by estranged_parts at 10:30 PM on December 2, 2004.

gnr - "s1nce 1 don't have you"

1 don't have plans and schemes
and 1 don't have hopes and dreams
1, 1, 1 don't have anyth1ng
s1nce 1 don't have you

and 1 don't have fond des1res
and 1 don't have happy hours
1 don't have anyth1ng
s1nce 1 don't have you

happ1ness and 1 guess
1 never w1ll aga1n
when you walked out on me
1n walked ol' m1sery
and she's been here s1nce then

1 don't have love to share
and 1 don't have one who cares
1 don't have anyth1ng
s1nce 1 don't have you

You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh, oh!
You, you, you, oh yeah!

7 theories

December 6th, 2004

sapatos, hiking, atbp.

Posted by estranged_parts at 02:17 AM on December 6, 2004.

it gets lonely at the top. sabi nila. hindi ako naniwala nung una. akala ko nung masarap. sa una lang pala. nandun yung respeto, admiration, at pagkilala ng ibang tao. proud na proud ang mga magulang, ang lola, ang mga kamag-anak, at mga kaibigan. ako'y nabusog sa pagmamahal. ako'y nasa tuktok, walang makaabot sa akin.

ngunit lahat ng bagay may katapusan, ika nga. kaya natapos ang kasarapan ng mga bagay na ito. mabilis lang, lumipas agad.

naalala ko nung nagpabili ako ng sapatos nung bata pa ako. tipong nasa puberty ba. kasi hindi man lang tumagal ng anim na buwan ang sapatos na iyon. lumaki agad ang aking paa, at sumikip agad ang sapatos. pinilit ko pang isuot ng ilang beses kasi sayang, nike paman din yon. di man lang naupod ang mga swelas. at ang sintas, halos kasing puti pa nung bagong bili iyon. partida na yung hindi ako maingat sa gamit at pakaladkad ako maglakad.

para akong umakyat ng mt. everest. sa tuktok. ramdam ko ang tagumpay. pero sinasakal ako ng manipis na hangin. at ang aking mga kasamang umakyat, wala na. ung iba, hindi kinaya, bumalik sa ibaba. sa kasawiang palad may mga ilan ilan na nawalan ng buhay. sumalangit nawa. ako ay nagiisa. namahinga ako sa tuktok, at dun ko nilasap ang ganda ng tanawin mula sa pinakamatayog na bato.

ito ako sa tuktok. ang ganda talaga ng view. gusto kong magmayabang, gusto ko kayong inggitin, pero hindi ako yung ganong tipo eh. (sayang no? anjo-bashing time sana sa comments dito). sa totoo lang sawa na ko sa aking mga nakikita . sawa narin ako sa manipis na hangin na sumasakal sakin. sawa na ako sa nagyeyelong hangin na sumasampal sa aking mga pisngi. eto pa, malamig na nga, magisa pa ako (diba hindi na nakakatuwa?).

ito ako ngayon, naghahangad ng bago. bagong view. sariwang hangin. maalingasaw na kapaligiran. at gusto ko ng mga kasabay. kaya ako'y babang muli. magsisimula ulit ako sa paanan ng bundok. magsisimula sa wala.

makulit akong tao. it gets lonely at the top. sabi nila. hindi ako naniwala nung una.

7 theories

December 7th, 2004

inspired 101

Posted by estranged_parts at 10:20 PM on December 7, 2004.

you are the melody of the song that echoes in my heart.

you are my eye of the storm, the calm in the core of the turmoil.

11 theories

truth

Posted by estranged_parts at 10:30 PM on December 7, 2004.

i finally found an absolute truth in this world

life is unfair; we are unequal

6 theories

December 9th, 2004

Plugster: Silent Sanctuary live on NU107!

Posted by estranged_parts at 09:20 AM on December 9, 2004.

hi everyone! we're inviting you to listen to Silent Sanctuary on
Saturday, December 11, 2004 live over NU107's (107.5) The First Show!

The show starts at 6am, and we're gonna play at around 8am.
Silent Sanctuary, acoustic and live! naks. hehe.

gising na ng maaga para marinig ang mga bagong kanta!

3 theories

December 10th, 2004

time space warp...

Posted by estranged_parts at 12:58 AM on December 10, 2004.

who said time flies when you're having fun?

i saw you for a minute and it seemed like an hour; imagine what's it like to spend one day with you.

9 theories

December 12th, 2004

mitsa

Posted by estranged_parts at 08:44 AM on December 12, 2004.

ang mitsa pag naubos may sumasabog. lahat ng tao ay may mitsa.

8 theories

do you have the spirit?

Posted by estranged_parts at 10:19 PM on December 12, 2004.

sana merong christmas spirit detector na nabibili sa true value o sa lokal na hardware (ung parang sa ghostbusters na pang hanap ng mumu) para naman tong mga pun%&*#$@!!! mga nangangaroling na to eh alam kung anong bahay ang pwede nilang bulabugin pag sumapit na ang alas diyes ng gabi.

5 theories

December 15th, 2004

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! FREAK OUT!!!

Posted by estranged_parts at 12:33 PM on December 15, 2004.

stop bothering me.

le - jie - su' - frik!!!

4 theories

December 16th, 2004

PLS CHK OUT!!!

Posted by estranged_parts at 01:03 AM on December 16, 2004.

The Official Website of Silent Sanctuary is finally up and running again!

3 theories

December 17th, 2004

runaway devil

Posted by estranged_parts at 05:03 PM on December 17, 2004.

there's a devil in your eyes
there's a devil in your face
there's a devil in your mind
there's a devil in your gaze

there's a devil in your sun
there's a devil in your rain
there's a devil in your stars
there's a devil in the signs

there's a devil in your prayer
there's a devil in your faith
there's a devil in your scriptures
there's a devil in your jesus

it's everywhere
your gravity
it's everywhere
my insanity

i will run for your life
i will run for your days
i will run for your nights
i will run for your race

2 theories

December 21st, 2004

love

Posted by estranged_parts at 01:29 AM on December 21, 2004.

love is a concept we refuse to change.

7 theories

nagtahan

Posted by estranged_parts at 02:15 AM on December 21, 2004.

matagal ng kakilala
hindi lang napapansin
nung magkita sa nagtahan
nagiba ang pagtingin

sa araw araw nagkikita
nakakausap sa telepono
lalo kang nakikilala
ngunit para sa ibang tao

sa tulay tayo nagsama
nagtawanan, nagiyakan
nagyosi, naginuman
mga sikreto’y naglabasan

sa tulay kita nakita
doon kita sinamahan
hanggang sa gitna umabot
doon pala mahuhulog

isa lang ang sikretong
hindi mo nalaman

sana ako nalang pala
ang pumirma sa mga liham

sana ako nalang pala
ang nagdala ng mga rosas

sana ako nalang...
sana ako nalang...

at sa baba ng tulay
dun ako naghintay
ngunit meron ka ng
kahawak kamay

12 theories

December 24th, 2004

presently in the past

Posted by estranged_parts at 10:24 PM on December 24, 2004.

when yesterday feels like today

moments with you are permanent

though expectations non-existent

your laughter echo in my mind

smiles linger in my imagination


do me a favor: kill me and let yesterday be my last memory

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